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[aid] => mick
[title] => The Deal
[time] => 2015-08-05 19:38:22
[hometext] => What Can I Say....
[bodytext] => All alone in this world
That's just how I feel
A joke between God and Satan
I must of been the deal
To mess with my life
It must not of been tough
To give and take a Wife
Makes it much more rough
To give and take a Son
It was a horrible joke
Leaving me breathless
Feeling like I had choked
Sending me off
When I was only sixteen
Into a world of unknown
Is horribly unclean
Stabbing at my life
Like it's some kinda game
Not using a knife
I find kinda lame
Moving me all around
Since the day that I was born
Makes you both ugly clowns
Even the one without the horns
I hope you had your fun
Having your way with me
I must say that I'm done
Please bury me in the sea
Because I can't take this life no more
All your jokes and all your games
It would be better to throw me overboard
Let me drown in all my shame
Or maybe have me on my knees
With my head facing the ground
One gun and one bullet please
Then... maybe Ill be found
Although I know how that story goes
And I know I won't be freed
That's just the way my life flows
All I can do is continue to bleed
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[topicname] => Suicide
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