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[aid] => mick
[title] => Find My Way
[time] => 2014-10-11 19:44:00
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => I look at myself
And I become afraid
This can not be, my destiny
I look over my shoulder
No ones there
These voices in my head
Life's so unfair.
I Will Find My Way Back Home
To A Place Where I Belong
To A Place Where I Feel Safe
To A Place Where I Have Faith
I Can't Be The Only One
Who Feels This Way
I look around
Find myself looking down
This can not be, my fate
Living with so much pain
So much shame
This will pass, it's just a phase
Leave me alone, go away.
I Will Find My Way Back Home
To A Place Where I Belong
To A Place Where I Feel Safe
To A Place Where I Have Faith
I Can't Be The Only One
Who Feels This Way
Where am I now?
Who am I now?
Who have I become?
Lost in this place
Lost, never to be found
This lonely empty space
Empty just like I am now
Am I the only one?
Reaching for the sun?
Waiting for more to come?
Do I naturally shun the light away?
I can't seem to make it stay
Can't seem to make it stay.
I Will Find My Way Back Home
To A Place Where I Belong
To A Place Where I Feel Safe
To A Place Where I Have Faith
I Can't Be The Only One
Who's Chasing The Sun
Never Getting Close Enough
To Melt The Mask From My Face
To Feel The Heat Of Its Rays
Can't Seem To Make It Stay.
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