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[aid] => mick
[title] => JUST LOST
[time] => 2013-09-13 12:08:11
[hometext] => I am just lost
[bodytext] => I am supposed to be strong, but I just feel lost
Undeniably the right thing to do, was the decision I had to make
I will myself to believe through fingers that remain crossed
had no idea how hard this would be to undertake.
I just feel lost.
I am supposed to not care, but I just feel lost.
Your decision was wrong and good intentions misplaced.
Angrily I proclaim and dig my heels in, be damned the cost.
Now, with a bitter taste of poison my soul is laced.
I just feel lost
These thoughts consume my days and invade my dreams, but I just feel lost.
Will this fog ever lift, will this angst without you ever subside
I fear this will linger throughout time, until day that is last
I have no choice I must prevail, to be true to myself, I must abide.
I AM LOST...
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