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[aid] => mick
[title] => Locked Inside
[time] => 2012-06-01 03:43:15
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[bodytext] => There are so many things I want to express, my perfectionist inside will not allow.
It must be flawlessly worded and phrased, But I simply do not know how.
Lock inside, my true feelings hidden, missing words are to fault,
They are concealed deep in my mind, which hold them like a vault.
Fear of miscommunication or misunderstanding keeps me subdued,
I desire to express myself, but my thoughts isolate and seclude
Someday to be intrepid instead of timid, I must admit,
This I hope will eradicate my self-judgment, and be my permit.
To allow myself to be untied and finally be set free,
I am saddened to say that my only obstacle in this journey is me.
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[informant] => Elia
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[topicname] => selfstruggles
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