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The day my life begin was the day i open my eyes to what was going on around me I tried not
to believe it and i didn't want to believe it I was being hurt i was being lied to I realize i
didn't need that pain and i didn't need to be treated like that I am a better man then that i
know i am not perfect but i am glad am not cause then i would not be me I am happy the way
i am and i know someone out there will love me for me and would never want me to change My
heart has been broking over over again and i always went back but no more the only way i am
going is forward with my head high and never going to look back at the past I could wright
a book about my past but i am not the writing type i am surprise i am writing this When
it comes down to it i am human i have feeling even if i hind them behind my smile so no
one knows how i really feel inside If anyone every sees through my smile and ask me what is
wrong i will tell them there is times when i just want to cry and let it all out but no one
is there to catch me when i fall so i have to try and be strong but i can only be strong so
long before i do break down to my knees with tears falling from my eyes with no one to wipe
them away for me The 3 main people i have to stay strong for is my 3 kids I cant let them
see there dad is weak I want to do so much for them but i can only do so much when i want
to do more through my eyes I have been push down tripped and anything else you can think of
but i have always got back up for another round my heart may be bruised but not stopped The
pain i feel i cant put into words just maybe one day someone can turn that pain into happiness again

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