Your Poetry Dot Com - The Stupidity of Me

Array ( [sid] => 161589 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => The Stupidity of Me [time] => 2010-08-03 10:54:44 [hometext] => I am stuck in a state of ambivalence from which I will not return. [bodytext] => The stupidity of me,
to feel the things I feel.
The insincerity of you,
to make it seem like I can't heal.
NO, I WILL NOT HEAL!

Oh, the uncertainty of me,
that life may tear me down once more.
And I only wish to hurt myself,
to end this so-called "life."

The duplicity of me,
to think these thoughts without intention.
I do not live the life that I portray,
I live a lie.
NO, I DO NOT WANT TO DIE!

Oh, this isolated me,
that I may one day see again,
the light of the sun; the dim glow of the moon,
illuminates the path I walk.

The insanity of me,
that chains me to this fence.
Without direction,
I cannot move any which way.
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The Stupidity of Me
Date: Tuesday, 3rd August 2010 @ 10:54:44 AM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: allforyou

The stupidity of me,
to feel the things I feel.
The insincerity of you,
to make it seem like I can't heal.
NO, I WILL NOT HEAL!

Oh, the uncertainty of me,
that life may tear me down once more.
And I only wish to hurt myself,
to end this so-called "life."

The duplicity of me,
to think these thoughts without intention.
I do not live the life that I portray,
I live a lie.
NO, I DO NOT WANT TO DIE!

Oh, this isolated me,
that I may one day see again,
the light of the sun; the dim glow of the moon,
illuminates the path I walk.

The insanity of me,
that chains me to this fence.
Without direction,
I cannot move any which way.
NO, I WILL NOT MOVE!

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