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[sid] => 145464
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[aid] => mick
[title] => I tried
[time] => 2008-10-01 11:31:12
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => i tried to hopelessly please
you who make heartless demands on me
juggled and tapdanced until my legs and arms were sore
sang and danced until i could take no more
now i guess we're through...
this is where all the hate goes
when i swallow it's bitter powder whole
i choke and i cough and i swallow it down
this is where i tell myself i have no needs
go without sleep and food, to bleed
for someone else's piece of mind
and this is where i'm sick of it
and this is where i threw away
yards and yards of white picket fence just to be happy...
this is where i second guess every little move
and eat my words whole
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[informant] => inlovewithaladd
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[alanguage] => english
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[score] => 5
[ratings] => 1
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[topicname] => anguished
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