Not Good Enough Date: Friday, 2nd May 2008 @ 09:44:37 AM AEST Topic: Sad Poetry Contributed By: Bubbles02 Trying to live up to my parents expectations, wondering why I bother to try. Telling myself that one day I’ll be good enough, I know is a lie. Nothing ever seems good enough. Living under their rules is extremely rough. They still wonder why I tried to kill myself 3 months ago. But death was better than staying here and acting like a little angel with a halo. Because of who I am, I’ll always be trying to make them happy. How hard I’m fighting, they’ll never see. I want them to be proud of me, Even if that means I’m always angry. I’m the first child. I’m afraid if I’m not good enough for them, I’ll be exiled. Straight A’s still aren’t good enough for them. But I’m their little gem; So I don’t have a choice in it. I have to be the best. This poem is Copyright © Bubbles02 Important note: ALL POETRY ON THIS SITE IS COPYRIGHT. If you wish to use any poem for any purpose, please either EMAIL Mick from the sites feedback form, or go to the AUTHOR'S site and EMAIL the author for permission. If you Email Mick for permission on any poem that is not his personal works, he will endeavor to contact the author on your behalf. This poem comes from Your Poetry Dot Com https://www.your-poetry.com/ The URL for this poem is: https://www.your-poetry.com/route.php?page=poetry/PoemDetail&story_id=142067