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[aid] => mick
[title] => Please let me go....
[time] => 2008-01-02 15:25:44
[hometext] => just....
[bodytext] => Its eating at me.
A deepening saddness,
come back to haught me.
The world turning around me
so fast, battleing whats in me.
Trying to fight the beast within.
I hate being torn down this road of memories.
i want to kill them.
Always trying to bring me back down to the dark abyess.
NO...NO..I WON"T GO!!!!!!
Why do i feel so depressed.
I can't help myself.
It's been two years and i havnt won yet.
Why do i have to remember.
All the stupid s### ive done.
And all the people that i have in my mind..
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
wat have i odne to have to relive this everyday of my life????
Release me from this life once and for alll.....................
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[informant] => crazy
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[alanguage] => english
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[ratings] => 0
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[topicname] => self-harmpoetry
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