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i'm tired of searching and waiting

wishing and anticipating

wanting something i wIll neVer have

i'm tired of this sometimes amazing often crazy life

i'm tired of wanting you and you not caring

your everything i have ever wanted but everything i know i probably dont neEd

why wait for someone who is not waiting for you

why wait on you when i know i'm not what you rEally want and i know i'm not what you neEd

FOR all this Time I've bEen stucK on you

Not EVer wanting to leT go

just wanting to HOld you close

but all this time it was just once upon a time and no longer will it EVer bE

i'm stuck in a fairy tale that wilL NEVer come true

i KEep having the same dREAms and they all COnsist of YOu

but why is my only question i know your not thinking of me

NOr wilL you evER be

so whY cant i just FOrget you the past and everything we ever had

what is it that makes me weak everytime i sEe your face and everytime you say one word to me

why is it hard to breathe when i walk past you or SeE you

why is it that everytime you smiLe i wish that smile was just for me

why cant i just get a hold of myself

get control of myself

i dont even know myself anymore without you

i cant stand the way it is now

i mean me without you

but your hapPy now and thats all i have ever wanted from day one

and i'm still LIving in the past

so now i think i'm letTing go

i think its time to let someone else have a chance

i guess its not that bad

you were just the best i have ever had

and everything i wanted or thought i did at one point in life

but now i'm saying goodbye

maybe one day you'll come back to me

and you'll be everything i ever wanted

but EVerything i use to NEeD<333333

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