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[aid] => mick
[title] => It's Too Bad
[time] => 2007-06-01 23:59:41
[hometext] => When things get bad I want to do it, but then things get worse.
[bodytext] => How long will this last?
This heaviness that pushes me into my grave,
I'm so afraid,
I've been gone too long to be saved.
What I would do for a little hope.
Some glistening light in the darkness that has overcome me,
But I have seen more than enough of the light that I need.
And somehow its never enough.
I find myself looking for answers to questions I never should have asked,
And scrounging for excuses for not completing my promised tasks.
Its too bad I've fallen,
because I was brought so high by appreciation.
Now I'm below looking simply for gratification.
All I can taste is pain,
I wish my brain was on cocaine.
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