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like the violins playing every damn note of how i feel
my emotions abused so bad
i losing everything i had
now i'm crying out to God
would you please help me
help me
falling so quickly in the drain
i can't stop this rain
i can now breathe my pain
mommy falling in her soul now
i watch her become so strong
now everythings wrong
depressed over everything now
i can see it in her face
can i please try to e r a s e
dadddy, daddy is trying to be my savior
save me now, because i'm on the last bit of road
turn me around before i hit the gas and decide to go
falling in love with someone who only sees the picture of me
in a bad way
trying not to lose him because i feel he is the words in my bible
so baptize me
i got a long long way to happy
happy please come knock on my door
knock , Knock happy
Happy come once more
please come once more
sailing on my boat alone, no one will save me if it sinks in to the ground, but i got to keep moving on
i got to keep being strong
now my mind is now in the point where its almost gone, i 'm trying not to lose myself
feel as if i'm a strain of cocaine, help me please insert my brain
i don't wanna struggle down my mothers path
i got to be smart and do this math, i can feel myself giving up
So God please help me
So God please help me
So God please help m e
i got a long long way for happy
happy please come knock my door
Knock, Knock happy
please come around once more
happy please come around once more
pockets getting thinner , food is getting scarce
no money to pay for **** , i can feel myself drowning in my skin
i can't pretend
so where are you now
Lord i'm talking to you
i haven't talk to you in a long time
so when the next time you coming around
i can feel my pain on the ground
God would you help me
so God would you help me
i got a long long way to happy
happy please come knock on my door
Knock , Knock Happy
come around once more
happy come around once more
Happy come around me once more

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