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Array ( [sid] => 102407 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => Narcissist Dominus [time] => 2005-08-01 01:21:32 [hometext] => Cold, Ruthless, Efficient, Sharp, Extreme, and Brutal [bodytext] => Locked up inside myself
A prisoner in my own mind
I watch every move I make from within
Helpless to control a thing
I don’t want to do this
But why do I still persist
I abandon myself
The cruelest thing of all
Everyone has come and gone
Turned their attention far from me
But still I had myself
My truest friend
My closest ally
My mentor and protector
But now I turn my back on myself
And I am left more than just alone
I am left empty
A blank stare
An emotionless face
A cold hand
In infinite despair
In infinite sorrow
A projected barrier of hate
Impregnable
Nothing can get through
No one can get close
I am more than just alone
I am left empty
But this was my choice
To test if I still feel
Scar tissue is stronger
Than the original skin
But instead of cutting my face
I cut deep into my mind
Leaving a disfigured mess
But becoming continually stronger
Than I ever was before
Cold
Ruthless
Efficient
and Sharp
The final push
The last punishment
Empty
I abandon myself
And I am stronger
And all that remains
Is indestructible
With nothing left to lose
With no injury left to be inflicted upon
There are no boundaries
There are no limits
I abandon myself
And all that remains
The Cold
Ruthless
Efficiency
Of all that remains
Of me
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Narcissist Dominus
Date: Monday, 1st August 2005 @ 01:21:32 AM AEST
Topic: Sad Poetry

Contributed By: Nihilist_Narcissist_25

Locked up inside myself
A prisoner in my own mind
I watch every move I make from within
Helpless to control a thing
I don’t want to do this
But why do I still persist
I abandon myself
The cruelest thing of all
Everyone has come and gone
Turned their attention far from me
But still I had myself
My truest friend
My closest ally
My mentor and protector
But now I turn my back on myself
And I am left more than just alone
I am left empty
A blank stare
An emotionless face
A cold hand
In infinite despair
In infinite sorrow
A projected barrier of hate
Impregnable
Nothing can get through
No one can get close
I am more than just alone
I am left empty
But this was my choice
To test if I still feel
Scar tissue is stronger
Than the original skin
But instead of cutting my face
I cut deep into my mind
Leaving a disfigured mess
But becoming continually stronger
Than I ever was before
Cold
Ruthless
Efficient
and Sharp
The final push
The last punishment
Empty
I abandon myself
And I am stronger
And all that remains
Is indestructible
With nothing left to lose
With no injury left to be inflicted upon
There are no boundaries
There are no limits
I abandon myself
And all that remains
The Cold
Ruthless
Efficiency
Of all that remains
Of me
Is indestructible

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