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[aid] => mick
[title] => I See What I See.
[time] => 2005-07-03 14:52:32
[hometext] => MY... It's been so long since i've posted any thing... i'd love some of your feedback... this is written to my mum... and maybe if i hadn't seen so many horrific senes in my dreams and on the net I wouldn't be thinking this way. I dunno. but I don't CARE!
[bodytext] => I’m getting pi55ed off, having to repeat my-self. … ‘Coz you ignore ME, but not any one else. … And then you ask me why I get angry and hiss back at me. And wine and wine your head off when I cut and bleed! Well… I cut today, but you ain’t noticed yet! You haven’t noticed me, just ignored what’s left! I carved a hole into my ugly flesh. I cut in silence and it bled-and-bled… But what does it matter? You won’t find out, And even if you do, You’ll just block it out… Nothing matters. ‘coz every-thing’s-dead. Life is rotten. … ‘Coz there’s maggots eating through my head… I see this peachy life around me… Changing all the time. It’s good then bad, Then bad, then alright. It-doesn’t-feel-real. … ‘Coz reality shouldn’t change. It shouldn’t smile then feel, Dead and de-ranged. And if it does, Maybe I’m just mucked-up. But I see this as twisted, Torn, happy, and blistered… And I see it as false. Innocent with no pulse. Rotting through sublime, Back into a false rhyme. With a broken little smile. Which lifts up after awhile, … Taking me back into the dust, Where life dies or limply erupts… I see what I see. So no one under stands me…. … So I walk this road alone. I’m dead… and on my own. And I see what I see, And innocence has no way with me. In my dreams I see the dead. Rotting, humans, with blood-stained heads. … And I see torture on the internet, But I’m no longer scared of it… [comments] => 1 [counter] => 202 [topic] => 13 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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