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[sid] => 97945
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Why?
[time] => 2005-06-13 20:12:05
[hometext] => This is not for people to feel sorry for me so please dont get he wrong idea.(i wrote this when i was 14 but still applies)
[bodytext] => why do i always wanna die? is it because this world is full of hate? Why do i always cry? Is it because no one bothers to see my inner beauty? why do i always cut myself? is it because i would rather have physical pain than inner pain? Why do people always leave me by myself? is it because i am not a pleasant person to be around? Why do i cry myself to sleep everynight? is it because god took away my only love? why is it, when im sad i always grab a knife? is it because i want to be with my love again? Why do i always make teh wrong decisions in my life? is it i want attention? why do i always start the fight? is it because no one understand me? why do i always make myself hurl? is it because i would rather be hungry? why am i such an unhappy girl? is it because i have gone though so much pain when im only 14? Why am i about to kill myself? is it because no one bothers to listen to me? Why are the lights getting dimmer? is it because im about to die? I guess so.... [comments] => 2 [counter] => 175 [topic] => 13 [informant] => kill_my_soul [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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