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[sid] => 9749
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => Turmoil
[time] => 2003-01-04 18:00:00
[hometext] => Another re-post from 2001. Basically about falling for a friend and the emotional conflict it creates. I realise there is no pattern in the way it's written, I just wrote it as it came out!
[bodytext] => Today, I discovered something new
Well, I guess it's something I always knew but denied the truth and set it aside as being rediculous, I am out of my mind! After all, you live so far away and we live completely different lives but, after sitting here all alone today with so many people to talk to I felt so alone, in a crowded room for the only person I have grown to trust and open up to, the only one I can really talk to is you, my love, yes you! No one can come up to standard no one makes me laugh like you do Not even my closest friend can make me feel the way you do. I realise now how much I miss you and how empty I feel without you! We have been through so much in life Neither of us are ready to commit to anyone until our lives are straight But, my love, I have to admit that my heart has over-taken every bit of common-sense I had and released all my emotions You once told me that this was forbidden but it's too late, my heart has already spoken One word from you, and you know I would be on the next plane to you and follow my heart to your home It wasn't meant to be this way I never meant to depend on you I told myself I would never give my heart, my soul or mind to you I wasn't meant to feel this way and I wasn't meant to think of you every moment of every day! These feelings scare me too! So, my love, what shall I do? Shall I walk away from you? Or do I confess my feelings for you, at the risk of losing you? Do I continue to plod along and deny myself the truth? Try and keep it all well-hidden and never reveal my true feelings for you? Oh, what am I thinking! There is no decision to make I cannot walk away from you! That would be a mistake It would tear my heart in two So, there is nothing else to do, but sit around and wait for you For this confession would cause you to flee and I cannot risk losing you, you are just too precious to me. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 167 [topic] => 2 [informant] => Debz [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LovePoetry )
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