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[sid] => 95867
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => twisted life
[time] => 2005-05-26 18:28:22
[hometext] => you leave me standing here,go start your knew life with her...
[bodytext] => i grew up with you dad for now i will call you mark since you don't deserve the name dad since you teared what little love i had and shreaded it some more i dont know what i feel i just feel this lump in my throat like i want to cry like i want to scream i dont know how to control these emotions i dont know what they mean i dont care all zipped up inside like a stuffed toy only my stuffing has been torn out and ripped up by the dogs iam hollow and wasted because of you im messed up inside and out i think things i shouldnt i do things i wouldnt normally do sometimes i think im following in your footsteps but then i realise your dead to me your off to start your knew life with your family your two step-sons hope they can be better than me hope they call you dad one day hope you forget about the daughter you once had what was her name again? who cares? not me i dont care i dont sit here crying over how we said our goodbyes lets just say we both wanted to go our separted ways you wanted love and i wanted my dad but they cant be found in the same place since you and mum arent anymore its over i understand what i dont is why did you leave forever when you could stay just for a while to watch me grow to laugh and joke like we use to ok we werent the most normal family kinda twisted and weird but every family is in it's own way i suppose we were like well,normal but now were not anymore your on your plane ride over the sea to get married you know,fine,forget about me iam not needed or wanted in any way i wrote this to make myself try and feel better but its making me worse twisted the way i loved you as a dad twisted is this life i live forever confused and unloved .g.o.o.d.b.y.e. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 208 [topic] => 6 [informant] => Hannah_Heaven [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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