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[sid] => 95277
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Not black Or White, but Grey
[time] => 2005-05-21 19:51:38
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[bodytext] => I feel like I'm stuck between happiness and grief and if I could just take hold of one it would be such a relief I'm at a place in my life where I'm not actually living I'm holding back or holding out I'm not wanting, I'm not giving there's no something to want and no someone to need I can finally be selfish instead I take heed And my body won't budge from this melancholic rut my mind doesn't want it to and neither does my gut So what do I do? Do I live my life in this way? Where I'm not really living, and my whole world is grey? [comments] => 1 [counter] => 153 [topic] => 43 [informant] => Unbreakable [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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