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[sid] => 93870
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => The right words.
[time] => 2005-05-10 00:59:28
[hometext] => this is simple. it's supposed to be ^_^ always, abraham
[bodytext] => I can no longer find the right words. Life consumes me eats at me gnaws at my bones. Life disintegrates me everything I love is still right here in front of me and I can no longer love. I feel sick, an empty sickness crushing my heart. All I know i sleep the world is left crying in my wake. (I cannot even cry) All I know is memory the life I lived the misery of the things I did, and knowingly, would do again. All I know is the blush and sting of burgundy the bright white light the entirety of a new thing surfacing in my life. I am afraid to get close. I am afraid to let myself love. I am afraid to be something more than alone. A single flower presses me a single flower crushed a single flower presses me The lily of the garden The black iron gate The wind its stars the fire burning in the lake the simplicity the fear I fear the sad indulgence pressing near pressing hard against my sleep. I remember all my love and all my love is dead, yet a shimmer slim and silver light against the black and dire frame of my life touches me in a way i cannot see. I think I have found new life. I think I have found my peace. It is in the smallest most beautiful person i have ever met. I don't even feel alone anymore. I can't stop smiling I have not laughed so openly in such a long time. And I can find the need to cry to dry my eyes to breathe new life and write the simplest line: Love is the strongest silence the lily over the waters. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 175 [topic] => 48 [informant] => iodinelove [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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