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[aid] => mick
[title] => Sorry I make you mad at me…
[time] => 2005-05-05 07:38:04
[hometext] => I started writing this feeling angry, but now i've melted back down to my silent tears...
[bodytext] => Maybe I deserved what I just got, Since I lashed out a little. Maybe it’s my fault, That I snapped ‘coz I’m brittle. Fact is I broke, And got all stressed. And people were shouting. I’d be punched in the head. And miss was just lipping, Telling me to behave. And I was just losing, As anger poked through my brain. Cold chills made me, And I just tore. People were laughing, And grinning some more. Yeah I acted silly. But I guess I was hi I wasn’t feeling pretty. And I was angry bout my life. … And maybe if I hadn’t have lost it, I wouldn’t feel like dirt. But she got me angry, Trying to putting gel on my coursework… Maybe I shouldn’t have listened, When this girl said she’d beat me up. But I got angry, And told her to f-off. And then there was I argument. With her and some of the mates. And how none of my friends stood up for me, It really pushed me into my place. … And I’m just thinking over every thing… Every thing’s gone numb and I want to cry. Inside I feel like nothing, And I so wish that I wasn’t alive… That is an example of every thing. Once it’s moulded into my world. I’m sorry I make people mad at me. But I’m a screwed up little girl… And I’ve given up counting the threats people have made. About how I’ll get “done in”. And at nighttime I cry my-self to sleep. For living with the cuts down my skin… [comments] => 2 [counter] => 167 [topic] => 48 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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