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[sid] => 92094
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => On June 1st of this Year
[time] => 2005-04-24 10:17:15
[hometext] => A thought I had last night about my girlfriend
[bodytext] => I wish I could take back everything that I have ever said that hurt you I wish I could have another one of our "important talks" But thats not going to happen Since you didnt make it thought ther night I just hope you didnt feel much pain, When you died I still can remember the call When I picked up the phone and it was the hospital And they told me that you was in a bad car crash And that you had died instanly I just wish I would have said I love you And gave you a kiss Insteas of being ***** at you Over something so childish The women told me that you was under the influence of drugs I just sat there and started weeping I told you earlier that day that drugs was going to kill you I just wish I wasnt right I just wish I couls hold you in my arms just one more time I just wish I could have been their to say good-bye There is not one day that goes by That your not in my thoughts It has be so hard for me the past month it has been hell I told you if you died I would be able to handle it That I would have to join you as well You dont have to worry anymore Because in a second or two I will be with you People thought I was stronger then what I was Then they found out that I couldnt handle the presure of the world by myself anymore When little Brandi hung herself On June 1st of that year [comments] => 2 [counter] => 170 [topic] => 36 [informant] => apcfan [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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