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[aid] => mick
[title] => Helpless
[time] => 2005-04-21 17:43:55
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[bodytext] => Why do I feel as if I am not good enough? I can't make myself or anyone around me happy? I feel unwanted and unloved Am I really that duncical that I would hurt someone I really love? The answer is obvious I gues No matter how hard I try I can never do anything right When i try to do the right thing, I end up hurt When i do the wrong thing, my heart aches So either way I'm struck Why do I even try? I get more lost in this world as the days go on I can't even gather my thoughts anymore I'm outraged, hurt, upset, angry, annoyed, and irritated If only I weren't here to deal with this ***** I also feel hypocritical because I can't trust anyone But am I even to be trusted? My feelings are so clustered and out of control This madnes and cold grows deeper in my soul EVERYDAY!!!!!!!!!! Now I have no one to turn to I betrayed everyone I could tell my emotions to Everyone else doesn't have a clue What am I to do? But I don't want to seem so self-concerned I just can't help it because everything changes so dramatically Should I just let this be? I guess I have no choice [comments] => 2 [counter] => 174 [topic] => 48 [informant] => PainfulSpirit06 [notes] => (Keep it clean, please) Mod_11 [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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