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[aid] => mick
[title] => My Obsession
[time] => 2005-03-23 16:00:27
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => You see me strong But it's an illusion, illusion You see me smiling, laughing But it's an illusion, illusion Inside I'm dying Inside I'm crying This obsession is taking over me Why was I born to believe this way? Why do I have to suffer? I want to be the one to take over me But every time I try, I fail I feel I'm controlling when I do this But it's just my obsession My obsession is taking over me My obsession makes me happy My obsession makes me weak Weak to myself My obsession is not of what I can speak You can never know it, althought it make become visible to your blind eyes I want you to know I don't want to hide it any longer I want to grow But you knowing is too wrong Wrong in more ways than I can tell I just want to yell "Get me out of this hell" But when I'm the one that made it I'm the one with the key to the lock The lock is on the outside I'm on the inside Half wanting to escape Half waiting, waiting for my reward The reward my obsession offers What I get after I suffer The goal that makes me happy Happy to the bones I know you can't see through my illusion I build it up well So with my illusion I'll keep smiling strong While inside I die While inside I cry [comments] => 1 [counter] => 157 [topic] => 48 [informant] => forgottensorrow [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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