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[aid] => mick
[title] => Only Tougher
[time] => 2005-02-26 13:38:00
[hometext] => I wrote this poem because I was sick of Life and sick of the way people treat people. I would never kill myself but this how I truly feel sometimes. This was a depressing time in my life I finally left my fiance of 5 years who beat me.
[bodytext] => Sometimes do you just feel the need to sit and cry? Even at times you wish you had the nerve to pull the trigger so you could just die. I know this sounds a little crazy but at times thats exactley what I want. I do not know if I'll have the nerve but I do know i've attempted twice but its always there in the back of my mind that same taunt, Kill yourself you have nothing to live for, your a nothing and a nobody, so just go on and pull the trigger tonight. Don't think about or you'll have your conscious come into play and tell you thats just not right. In your already messed up head its already to late. Your head is full of the thoughts and your just fed up with the hate. Weather its a gun, slitting your wrist, pulling the rope, or overdosing you'll end up with same result free of all pain. Now without a doubt you having notthing to lose or gain. The only thing holding you back is how much you would hurt your loved ones. You do know it wouldn't be worth is because their pain would be tons. Just keep your head up, and think of better times that made you smile. Because you know the happy feeling only last for awhile. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 148 [topic] => 68 [informant] => sissy19 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => fictional )
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