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[sid] => 84683
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Dear......
[time] => 2005-02-16 23:51:08
[hometext] => It's question of faith from someone who is unsure.
[bodytext] => I wish i believed in you, i wish i knew that you were truly there. I wish that i knew i could fall back on you, and you would catch me where ever. I wish that you would actually listen to me and not just ignore my pleas, I wish you would do something Instead of just watching casually. I never know if you are listening, I never know if you are watching. IF you are, then why haven't you helped me? Why haven't you answered my calls, Why haven't you done a single thing? All you do is stay there and not make a sound. How can I believe in you if that's all that I have to fall back on? I need something to believe in, I need to know that evil doesn't always win. I need to know that you will catch me when I fall, Hug me when I'm sad, and cherish me when I'm dead. I need to know this, I need to know. How can you just sit back and watch people suffer without doing a single thing? How can you not help a crying child from evil? How can you not help a cry from his or her self? How can you just sit back and watch? I wish I believed in you and never wonder why, Never wonder if you are really there, Or if you're just a figment of this world to help them get by. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 172 [topic] => 11 [informant] => frozensuicide [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => ChristianPoetry )
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