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[sid] => 82574
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Don't Listen
[time] => 2005-02-01 23:44:34
[hometext] => This poem was not something that happened in real life... just another writing of my imagination trying to get certain points across to teens like myself... its kinda long but please read and tell me what you think
[bodytext] => I think about what you said and think about where I lay if I wouldn’t have listened it wouldn’t be this way but no, I felt to cool so when you crawled up I grabbed your hand and crawled out and down the ladder until our humble feet touched land we ran off into the night holding hands in the dark we ran until we were out of breath and stopped at the nearest park you took a wad of money out I didn’t know of your task at hand maybe if I did I’d still be able to stand you walked up to this guy standing by a tree I should have seen it coming how stupid this was of me you gave the guy the money and returned with a couple hits why did this surprise me the whole story fits you pulled out of your coat a lighter, some beer, and weird pills gave a joint to me through my spine I felt the chills lighting up yours I followed with mine and you put a pill in my beer I asked you what it was you told me “have no fear” why did I believe you why was I so dumb why didn’t I realize the mistake until my whole body was numb so I drank the entire can and began to feel light headed I asked you what was wrong with me and got the answer I had dreaded “baby don’t you worry you will be just fine” why did I believe you why didn’t I trust the instinct of mine after a couple minutes I felt myself pass out no longer was I “all there” what you wanted no doubt I felt you take off my pants but there was nothing I could do I laid there helplessly why did I trust you I felt a scorching pain and everything blacked out I told you to please stop and began to thrash about “calm down” you soothingly whispered “everything’s okay” and although I knew it wasn’t there was nothing I could do anyway it wasn’t until right now when I woke up on the ground all alone in the dark my body still unfound unable to move for the pain still screamed inside that I realized what had happened and began to cry for I could no longer move I’d have to wait until I was found so now I lay sprawled out against the cool damp ground who could be so cruel to do such a thing as what you did and who would be as stupid as I to do something forbid so now I lay and wait out of my mouth I moaned why couldn’t I have stayed in why did I go get stoned but now its done and gone victim of rape I am don’t go through what I did don’t be part of the scam because no boys that make you smoke or drink and carelessly take drugs really truly care they all are just big thugs and you will be regretting the choice you decided to make when your lying on the ground like me and crying for god’s sake so take care of yourself don’t get pressured at all because when this happens to you you’ll have to take the fall [comments] => 1 [counter] => 141 [topic] => 21 [informant] => HiDdEnTEARS [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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