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[sid] => 82548
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Dang
[time] => 2005-02-01 20:58:54
[hometext] => A little piece of who I am.
[bodytext] => I used to write all my poems to praise the heavenly thing that is a woman I used to write litttle letters that she never saw and leave little cluesthat she never followed I used to have my poems reviewed regularly but before I I knew I was afraid I was being annoyingly clingy I want to confess to... oh forget it It's nothing important, just a crush I've had since grade 8 but now it's just an iea of love that my mind ate the shadows of my subconscious well with sadness and hate while my self-esteem lies brutally broken like glass in a shaken crate I'm overwhelmed by the different me's I've tried to xcreate trying so hard to hide what might actually be a cool guy inside so all thes half-baked personalities just get a free ride Sometimes I think if I was truly schizophrenic, joy would be mine After all, I would always have company, right? At least I can't be abandoned by myself in times of strife As far as love goes, these grapes still aren't ripe emotionally and sexually I guess I unintentionally made an analysis of myself that no doctor will ever see released a part of me I don't even want to be seen so to punish my brain I'll fry it with some TV [comments] => 2 [counter] => 166 [topic] => 32 [informant] => lilschizoboy07 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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