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[sid] => 79064
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Acceptance
[time] => 2005-01-08 19:49:01
[hometext] => Found this in my journal, hope you enjoy, pray it makes sense to someone, somewhere, somehow
[bodytext] => All along I've been searching Yearning to find that one Waiting for them to show themselves This journey far from done I've waited so painfully I've begged and pledded I've wondered when they would find me These things I've so desperately needed Through my journeys I've found some things I've found my wishes and demands have caused pain, and what confusion it brings I think my answer to all these questions I think my solution to all this chaos Is all within me I believe that God has prepared me for the pain failure brings I need to look inside I need to leave regret behind I need to find love within myself For without that I can be of no help I've surrender my pain Sanity I've yet to regain I've accepted my mistakes For God is love he does not forsake I believe in me but I am so scared to be who I am deep inside, so scared to be free I fear of failing once again, for having faith be a distant friend. One thing I know, I thought my life was over This is my journey, the beginning, no further [comments] => 3 [counter] => 192 [topic] => 61 [informant] => lovesucks [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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