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[aid] => mick
[title] => I am fading, my star is fading
[time] => 2004-12-21 20:34:20
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => The starry nights, the raining eyes. My thoughts, my tears fly out from lies. I am broken, I am lost. I am fading, my star is fading. Fading into myself for months at a time. I am hidden, and drifted off to sea in a slash of wind. All the sin, all the tears. This must end. I can't take anymore. Can't take anymore of punching my fist through walls. The blood dripping from me emotionally. I feel so used, and dark hearted. I'm rising under the arch. The room is spinning as I try to run, as I try to keep my balance, but I fall into the walls, and fall apart. I'm sick of screaming, sick of lying,sick of crying. I just want to sleep. Just want to dream. Just want to find myself. Don't want to be broken as I walk down the halls. Surrounding me are walls that tuck me in, and keep me from reality. These cries are eccentric. They are everywhere, all over my body. The water from my eyes. Like a waterfall. This is me. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 161 [topic] => 61 [informant] => xFaLLeNxFaRiEx [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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