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[sid] => 73331
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Crushes (the adult version.)
[time] => 2004-11-27 14:27:44
[hometext] => I wrote this last night, it just came to me. Hope you like it ! Please comment!
[bodytext] => We’ve all had our crushes in high school, my last one left me crying momentary tears that at the time felt like an eternity. I am an adult now, stuck in the middle where the world is moving faster than it looks. Now, the world calls them attractions; those attractions turn into possible futures in one way or another. Close, intimate ones, I wish I had one... Is it my turn? Will I meet him the next time I go out? Will he be just around the corner? Or will it be like looking through a rearview mirror, where things seem closer than they appear to be? Am I asking the right questions? Is that why I feel like am getting no answers when I write about this? They’re not real deep questions, maybe too much deep thought? Patience. It would slip through my fingers and fall, if it were something I could hold. He only grants you what you need and what you deserve he sees but, only with his own eyes not yours. He’s made someone for everyone that’s what I believe, didn’t he say that on occasion before? “When is it my turn”? That’s my repeated line in many of these pages that I write on. When will these words about this subject, if possible just fall off the page and never return? When can I finally write about what I am searching for in my own way? When will time just speed up, just enough so at least I’m feeling like I’m moving at a steady pace? Am I wishing and praying wrong? I thought there was no wrong way? When did life stop being so simple and so full of analyzing, confusions, and empty answers, empty heads labeled on the outside as, “knowing something,” but don’t. Just simply put when is it my turn for everything...Including adult crushes? [comments] => 1 [counter] => 494 [topic] => 2 [informant] => Angelluv2write [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LovePoetry )
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