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Hard to be so unloved

Made to feel like I do not want to exist

Made to feel like I am not really real

Made to feel torn and broken

Left alone in the darkness

Turning to stone like

All the rest of

This world

I live in

Alone

I

Really just want to fade away

And be forgotten like I always am

It is what I have expect from anyone

To leave me behind easily moving on

I am so tired of being me

Being this freak that everyone hates

My whole life has been a waste

When my whole existence is flawed

And everyone around me thinks it is my entire fault

I feel like this today and it is my birthday and I feel worse

I cannot help to feel like I am cursed
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Why I Hate Being Me

Contributed by Doriens_Picture on Tuesday, 23rd November 2004 @ 02:01:00 AM in AEST
Topic: oops



I guess it is hard to be me

Hard to be so unloved

Made to feel like I do not want to exist

Made to feel like I am not really real

Made to feel torn and broken

Left alone in the darkness

Turning to stone like

All the rest of

This world

I live in

Alone

I

Really just want to fade away

And be forgotten like I always am

It is what I have expect from anyone

To leave me behind easily moving on

I am so tired of being me

Being this freak that everyone hates

My whole life has been a waste

When my whole existence is flawed

And everyone around me thinks it is my entire fault

I feel like this today and it is my birthday and I feel worse

I cannot help to feel like I am cursed




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Re: Why I Hate Being Me (User Rating: 1 )
by WildfireRose on Tuesday, 23rd November 2004 @ 02:03:34 AM AEST
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I don't hate you...I think you are a wonderful person it shines through your poetry, I am unloved too I know how it can get you feeling low..very low..but hang in there, there are people who care about you..I do...hang in there :)


Re: Why I Hate Being Me (User Rating: 1 )
by emystar on Tuesday, 23rd November 2004 @ 02:23:35 AM AEST
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oh me,
I think we all feel this way from time to time in life.
Hang tuff, my friend.
luv, huggs,
emy


Re: Why I Hate Being Me (User Rating: 1 )
by BloodyAngel on Tuesday, 23rd November 2004 @ 02:51:55 AM AEST
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I really like this poem. Easy to relate to; life can be lame, especially the people in it. But like what the others are sayin, hang in there. ..hugs..


Re: Why I Hate Being Me (User Rating: 1 )
by Former_Member on Tuesday, 23rd November 2004 @ 04:00:20 AM AEST
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You're worth reading, if nothing else . . .

Your solar return brings you power - so use it wisely.


Re: Why I Hate Being Me (User Rating: 1 )
by Rxqueen on Tuesday, 23rd November 2004 @ 06:04:12 AM AEST
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Birthdays are way over rated... I liked the way you wrote this. The way it decended... Hope your life gets better hun. Happy B-day anyway... even though they stink, lol.


Re: Why I Hate Being Me (User Rating: 1 )
by Scubasteve1345 on Tuesday, 23rd November 2004 @ 08:52:12 AM AEST
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You are not alone because I have the exact same problem, but this poem really describes things really well, things will get better


Re: Why I Hate Being Me (User Rating: 1 )
by little_genna on Thursday, 25th November 2004 @ 01:28:20 PM AEST
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Well i hate birthdays..i spent my last birthday stupidly drunk....not proud of it.
But I didnt want to remember it.....i still remember bits...like dancing with my boyfriend's brother in a rather in approperaite way.
Anyway this is a really good poem,
I dont hate you......I already think your a wonderful person.
Please take care of yourself.
*hugs you*
Love
Stace x


Re: Why I Hate Being Me (User Rating: 1 )
by bonita2689 on Friday, 26th November 2004 @ 05:31:57 PM AEST
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How awful and sad.... I know these feelings are so abundant in my life as well though...It's just a matter of patience and time...




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