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[aid] => mick
[title] => ...you know why
[time] => 2004-11-21 19:09:27
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[bodytext] => What do I do when I've lost all hope? When I'm left here with nothing yet again? Left out in the dark... Waiting for a light that will never come. Everyday I'm slowly killing myself... Poisoning my brain with evil thoughts. Thoughts of imperfections... I was never good enough for anyone. Thoughts of dying here alone... No one will ever want me. Just thinking in general. I hyperactive mind so dark in its ways. Always striving for self exceptance, Obtained by public expectance. You all want something from me for nothing. But nothing is something and it's taking it's toll. When I'm left out in the dark, with no hope for light, no light for hope... Don't ever wonder why I've been crying... you know why. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 152 [topic] => 13 [informant] => surge_joebot [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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