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[sid] => 72364
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => How do I feel?....(part 2)
[time] => 2004-11-20 02:47:08
[hometext] => ....I like this
[bodytext] => you still want to know....How do I feel?.... ....well, all of this thinking has made me rather angry.... ....I can't be angry at her b/c it's not her fault.... ....I wish I could find out what I did for her to feel the way she does toward me.... ....I just want to be treated (at least) as a friend before the relationship....like it use to be.... ....what the crap did I do for her to nearly hate me like this!?.... ....you know what?....I'm going to tell just how it is............. ...."don't touch me"...................... I was just going to give her fake punch to get her in a cheerful mood.... ...."sigh"....................................... everytime she has to come to me for something.... ...."what's wrong with you"........ whenever I don't say much to her.... ....".........".................................... our usual conversation whenever I don't say something first.... ....and you know what else?.... ....she can't stand to be around me.... ....I drive her crazy.... ....I annoy her when I do what I do.... ....This will never end....I'll just keep falling for girls, and be happy for less than 2 or 3 months....then we'll break up.... ....Then, later on....after being friends....she'll start noticing the small things about me that annoy her....and she'll hate me....again... ....Yeah....history/my past is going to keep repeating itself and there's nothing I can do about it..... ....I could run....but then, it'll just happen again....but in a different location.... ....I could stay....and let the process of emotional pain finish all the way out before "the calm"................ ....I need some jazz..............................no....I don't feel like listening to jazz....... [comments] => 0 [counter] => 179 [topic] => 6 [informant] => Sonibe [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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