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[sid] => 7190
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => A Reason
[time] => 2002-11-21 20:00:00
[hometext] => just more of my muddled emotions...
[bodytext] => another hated thought flys through my brain,
hey, the world would be better if you were dead. but, maybe it is right, who would miss me? no one, no one would know. so, what is keeping me here? what reason do i have to stay? can you give me one? can anyone give me proof? proof that my life has meaning, proof that i am not a born loser, proof that i have real friends, proof that i am wanted to live??? who can show me this? death seems such a beautiful thing, as it comes, it promises freedom of pain, freedom, ah, to have such a thing again! such a welcome gift that will be! so, now i know death, in a completely new way, cause no one could give me a reason, a reason to stay. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 199 [topic] => 13 [informant] => nightrider [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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