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[title] => Feelings of Insecurity
[time] => 2004-09-21 01:25:19
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[bodytext] => I’m so insecure Afraid to open up to people Afraid that I will get hurt again by those who I care about I’m so insecure With myself With my appearance With my life I don’t feel beautiful or desired I feel fat and unworthy I feel like I will never be truly happy Every time I’m happy something goes wrong. What’s wrong with me? Don’t I deserve love, happiness, and acceptance like everyone else?? Don’t I deserve what everyone else already has?? I see the girls around school With their small legs and tight stomachs Then I look at myself and see all my flaws and imperfections Its like I’m in a world of my own I’m invisible to those around me The ones I want, I can never have I’m not afraid of who I am I’m not afraid to be me But I am afraid of not being accepted Not being loved Not being noticed I know there is someone out there But why can’t I find him? Why do I have to sit here feeling so insecure with myself? Why do I not trust what guys say? Maybe its because I’ve been told too many lies Been deceived one too many times Been used and betrayed Maybe that’s why I’m so insecure with who I am I just want to be confident in myself and who I am Knowing people love me unconditionally, flaws and all But until then I will sit balled up in the corner With these feelings of insecurity [comments] => 1 [counter] => 169 [topic] => 43 [informant] => fastpitchqt [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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