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[sid] => 62419
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => My Escape
[time] => 2004-09-03 13:11:39
[hometext] => This is the first poem I have ever wrote... this is when I first started going through depression and when I first took the blade to my skin and started the long endless path of cutting...please let me know what you think of it
[bodytext] => So filled with despair drastic, self-destructive measures to escape using sadness as a place for something more I just want to go to sleep... to never awake again this pain, it should go away soon cause I can't take it anymore It's killing me slowly, very slowly It's like you can already see the blood flowing through my veins and out to the air, ever so slowly just torturing and killing me I want you to hold my hand I'm scared as hell but it is almost as if it is worth the fear growing inside of me like an unborn child I never wanted it to be this way... not now... and hopefully not ever my sadness is just like a dull ache that has always been there and now finally surfacing I don't understand why life is so painful and filled with sadness doesn't anyone care? can't anyone hear my cry for help? can't anyone see the blood leaving my body? Isn't there anyone to stop the bleeding before I die? I HATE this just want to runaway just want to die just want to bleed my escape [comments] => 2 [counter] => 152 [topic] => 13 [informant] => screwup [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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