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[sid] => 62211
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => If I Kill Myself
[time] => 2004-09-01 16:07:27
[hometext] => I made this!
[bodytext] => if i kill myself you wont miss me if i die you wont cry you wont notice that im gone while your with your buddies singing a song im just another face in the crowd another hopeless girl just trying to get around if i died you wont cry you wont even recognize no one knows who i am there is no reason to live no where to stand im hopless and lost lost on an island and can't get off i dont know what to do please help me who are you do you know who i am do you know how i feel i cry at night because no one cares who i am they say hey girl or you or something like that sometimes people call me fat im worthless i have no purpose in life except to be a fat chump who sits at the computer all night so if you ask me what i do all the time ill say i cry because of you because of the fact that you didnt see me you were mean to me and made fun of me you called me invisible not likeable too ill tell you i cry and there's nothing you can do you ruined my life by being mean now i have no meaning no reason to live no purpose to breath im a waste of space im nothing new im nothing cool im just a girl trying to get through middle school just like you and im a human being too [comments] => 2 [counter] => 171 [topic] => 65 [informant] => hilaryduffisme_yah [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => toughstuff )
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