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[sid] => 61091
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => behind my smile
[time] => 2004-08-23 02:07:44
[hometext] => you can only pretend to be 'okay' for so long before you crumble
[bodytext] => can't you see behind my smile that my world is on its head? I'm learning to live without you but surely you see in my eyes the frown there's so much I need to say but the words just won't come out 'cause I'm sure you don't want to hear them or be reminded of what we were I feel deceived, my trust betrayed having existed in what was a lie and all I want to do is forget everything that is good about you what do you think when you think of me or do you even think of me at all? have you banished all the memories back behind some concrete walls? it's easier for you to move on for it was you who ran away or maybe it was more like you pushing me out of a speeding train you got what you wanted I hope you're happy now to know I'm torn inside and always wanting to scream out loud the walls constrict close and tight I can't breathe or find my peace why hasn't time begun to heal the pain or has it given up on me as well? [comments] => 3 [counter] => 190 [topic] => 22 [informant] => lanna047 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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