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[aid] => mick
[title] => Sick
[time] => 2004-07-30 11:41:07
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[bodytext] => I feel so weak so tired.... I dont know what to think any more, Im struggling so hard All I need is solitude... Then maybe I will feel better again like I useto. Wheres all this pain coming from... its tearing me apart inside and out the doctor says I'm not doing so good... he says something about being overstressed and unhealthy, I keep on thinking about all them mean people who call me stuff. Why wont they go away! These pills mommy is giving me arent working very well... They make me feel so lightheaded and dizzy.... the room is spinning soo fast my thoughts seem to be swirling with them as well. This really isnt helping I feel like Im bout to puke My stomach feels like its on fire, I cant stop thinking about how my life is going so wrong. Am I sweating blood? OMG Am I going to die!? What are these pills and syrums mommy is giving me called... This is poison!!! She betrayed me.... The one person I needed most The one person I depended on... I trusted her with everything... I trusted her with my life! I have nothing left for me any more I have no one! Or maybe mommy is doing what is good for me. Maybe shes trying to stop my pain. Well I guess this is goodbye then... thanks mommy i guess... [comments] => 0 [counter] => 161 [topic] => 43 [informant] => xRotten_Insidex [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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