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Array ( [sid] => 57181 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => Addict [time] => 2004-07-22 13:05:52 [hometext] => not very fond of it.. but it just kind of poured out.. [bodytext] => you made me promise
but i went back on my word
i swear to you....
im not as strong and you thought
I hate this downward spiral
in which i am caught

-Im so ***** sorry...

Please, dont say its okay,
You know it's not.
I know this poem is hurting you
You hurt alot...

Mostly from my weakness
And lack of self-esteem
How I cry and ***** and moan
When things are just to mean

-These scars speak for themselves

the stories it tells..
its like a book on a wrist
of pain and frustraighton
where the crimson kissed
leaving lines
and tracing my life
that solely revolves
around you and this knife


I get so close,
and no one really knows
How much I suffer from myself
I never let it show.
Ive told myself to many times
how I want to carve my life
Into the nothingness that,
I've created with this knife


Dont say this isnt hurting you,
I can tell.
I've put you threw this before
But your not a resident of hell

You dont deserve this
Ive hurt you again..
Everytime we get so close
I never can fully mend

I want to stop, I hate it
But i'm an addict
Cant you see the chains?-

Im shackled in..
so tight..
I want out.
But I cannot win this fight
Im stuck to cutting
like paper to glue
And all I have left
Is confiding in you.. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 260 [topic] => 36 [informant] => xemptydecemberx [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
Addict

Contributed by xemptydecemberx on Thursday, 22nd July 2004 @ 01:05:52 PM in AEST
Topic: Suicide



you made me promise
but i went back on my word
i swear to you....
im not as strong and you thought
I hate this downward spiral
in which i am caught

-Im so ***** sorry...

Please, dont say its okay,
You know it's not.
I know this poem is hurting you
You hurt alot...

Mostly from my weakness
And lack of self-esteem
How I cry and ***** and moan
When things are just to mean

-These scars speak for themselves

the stories it tells..
its like a book on a wrist
of pain and frustraighton
where the crimson kissed
leaving lines
and tracing my life
that solely revolves
around you and this knife


I get so close,
and no one really knows
How much I suffer from myself
I never let it show.
Ive told myself to many times
how I want to carve my life
Into the nothingness that,
I've created with this knife


Dont say this isnt hurting you,
I can tell.
I've put you threw this before
But your not a resident of hell

You dont deserve this
Ive hurt you again..
Everytime we get so close
I never can fully mend

I want to stop, I hate it
But i'm an addict
Cant you see the chains?-

Im shackled in..
so tight..
I want out.
But I cannot win this fight
Im stuck to cutting
like paper to glue
And all I have left
Is confiding in you..




Copyright © xemptydecemberx ... [ 2004-07-22 13:05:52]
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Re: Addict (User Rating: 1 )
by pixie on Thursday, 22nd July 2004 @ 01:11:16 PM AEST
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very sad poem, it touched a nerve with me......keep em coming,

pixie xx


Re: Addict (User Rating: 1 )
by _Raspberry_ on Thursday, 22nd July 2004 @ 02:47:14 PM AEST
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Wow, thank you for this poem. I cut today and yesterday, and once two months ago, and hadn't done it in three years before that, and I read this today, and this is what I wanted to write. Hold your head up, I'm trying so hard, and if you need support, I will try for you. Very good write, really touched a nerve. Wow, I just rambled there, guess my writing today hasn't got much really out... Good luck


Re: Addict (User Rating: 1 )
by screwup on Thursday, 22nd July 2004 @ 05:09:57 PM AEST
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this poem....it really resembles my life...and what it was like with chris. I've been waiting for a poem juat like this for a long time...great write.




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