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[sid] => 48452
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[aid] => mick
[title] => Tasty Demons
[time] => 2004-05-20 18:00:11
[hometext] => A poem I wrote about food's hold on me. (Being overweight)
[bodytext] => These demons consume me and I'm scared to look in the mirror Constantly obsessing over calories, and I'm lost in fear If only I knew the void that I am trying to fill Always stuffing myself until I feel ill I'm crying inside, using food for tears Avoiding all scales, and avoiding all the mirrors You nourish me yet cause me so much pain Hiding my habits because of so much shame I dream of ways to banish you from my mind But every time I run, it's always you i find And I run to you and expect you to make it all ok To make all the hurt and voids go away The pain of gluttony, my number one sin I'm so sorry, it's just a battle I can't win Copyright@Amanda Bentley [comments] => 2 [counter] => 178 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Amanda_Interrupted [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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