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[aid] => mick
[title] => I feel?
[time] => 2002-10-09 06:24:35
[hometext] => I wrote this after having the worse day ever in my whoel entire life
[bodytext] => What am i doing?
Why am i here? I think I need this. But I think its fear. Anger and rage begin to rise. All the while telling myself lies. Four whole years down the drain. Thousands of dollars spent in vain. I cant stand my life; i cant feel I have no money, and begin to steal. I have become what i see on t.v. A bum, no education, and no degree I try and try and still i fail. My prideis gone; lost in a scale My parents dont understand; nor they will Fatal thoughts reminising; of a time to kill No glimmer of hope. I ***** give up This is all done for me; I have no more luck I wish someone understood the way I feel. Thinking ill be in a dumpster sharing a meal. I sit and contiplate yes or no I feel like a waste of space, no one knows I need a way out or ill do something rash I should take my trage out and kick some a** All I do is cry when no one is around I feel like a jester / everyones clown I look around; everyone understands I try so HARD; I dont think i can I need a miracle; some divine contact But nothing will answer becasue faith I lack Do i feel like this? Is this really for real? Its scary to think so I dont know if I feel [comments] => 2 [counter] => 159 [topic] => 6 [informant] => jiggyjay24 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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