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[sid] => 4557
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Silent Self Destruction
[time] => 2002-10-03 08:00:00
[hometext] => about living a life of violence in silence...
[bodytext] => A burning desire
revealing all my lies an insane guilty conscience rushing my demise What little strength i have is taken by you with such a force Ive let you run my life the way you wish thanks to you its taken its course Looking you in the eyes as fear is no longer concealed the violent nature evolves as my innocence,you steal Determination is abolished with one grab of a hand a fall within seconds after getting up to stand My voice loses its way trapped within my soul Insanity,cant seem to find an escape as it continues to eat me whole The silence deep down,festering a cycle of hate its started to make the inner person that i once was is what its begun to take Silent self destruction as the lies eat away eat away at my mind I'll one day make you pay Im left here once again asking myself why? these decietful ways of yours make me want to end this life To you this seems like one sick game to me its very real a game that will drive me to my grave i hold bruises that won't heal Ive lost focus on alot of things my focus i lose when tears i cry These hidden truths have to stay inside up until the day I die. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 183 [topic] => 6 [informant] => Sniper [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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