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[sid] => 44654
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Suicide
[time] => 2004-04-24 18:36:35
[hometext] => I'm not suicidal or anything, but I was writing in first period and this is what came out.
[bodytext] => I put the cold wet blade to my wrist deeper the cuts go trying to feel the pain Im so lost Im numb to the world I wake up each day wish that this will be my last I go to bed each night hoping not to wake empty the bottle down my throat again Maybe finally this will be the end of it all The end of my pain The end of my tears No more yelling Now only quiet Turn up the Music Close my eyes Rest my weak head on the pillow Just sleep Oh no awake again Just sick from the night before Why cant it end I cry to myself This is an EVERY day thing So press the blade again a little deeper and do it all over again [comments] => 2 [counter] => 182 [topic] => 36 [informant] => Piper [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 9 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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