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[sid] => 4268
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => heartbroken
[time] => 2002-09-25 19:30:00
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => I知 not supposed to feel this way, I really shouldn't care
I知 the one who broke it off, this just isn't fair I couldn't let him get too close, couldn't care too much wouldn't let myself fall in love, or anything of such so why am I upset? why am I just standing still? I can't let him get to me, but in the end I know I will I try hard to hide my pain, behind a happy smile but really I have it tucked away, in a neat emotional file I can't let anyone know, why it is I feel this way like I知 being torn apart inside, every single day I know he doesn't feel the same, he's happy as can be he's got his new girlfriend, that I can see so I値l keep it under wraps, how it is I feel inside upsetting others with it, I just cannot abide I know that eventually, the pain will go away and I can just sit, and wait patiently for that day it can't come soon enough, the day that I await I know I won't hurt forever, that just isn't my fate so, I will be patient, I know it'll take a while my pain will be healed, staying in that neat emotional file [comments] => 1 [counter] => 163 [topic] => 22 [informant] => tamsin [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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