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[sid] => 37582
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Slashed In Half.
[time] => 2004-03-06 14:01:04
[hometext] => About me. an argument for each slide of my brain.
[bodytext] => Slashed in half, there goes my life, i'm trying to cope without use of a knife. it's making me feel worthless and cold, despite full facts of what i'm told. i'll keep on trying, i mustn't give in, i don't want more scars, engraved on my skin. i only need it when harsh feelings come along, the rest of the time, i keep an open mind it's wrong. just lately, i've been really mashed up, feelings are swirling and i've had enough, it hasn't been that long since i last ran away, and now the feelings are creeping in again! i guess i shouldn't cause of the inpact it will leave, in my record, and my family. but this is growing rapidly out of control, this is forcing me to not be whole. i know i can't live with this anymore! it rips away my walls, and makes me feel sore. so i need to cut, and ain't done it since yesterday, yes, but as i said, i don't want marks/scars engraved! [comments] => 1 [counter] => 150 [topic] => 61 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 2 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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