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[aid] => mick
[title] => FAT
[time] => 2004-03-05 23:37:37
[hometext] => Comment.. It is triumphant.
[bodytext] => I’m too fat, too fat. I’m going to cry! If I gain more weight, I think I will die. Everyone tells me to eat, eat, eat but I just cannot. Gaining weight, NO! I will not! People tell me I’m too skinny and bony! But when I look in the mirror, I see a phony. I tell people “I know I’m skinny and I eat a lot of the time” But really I eat an amount of food smaller than a dime. I will only pig out if I weight 100 or less that day. I want to tell my mom, but I don’t know what you say. I cry at night cause I think about everybody. I don’t like this worry, I want to be able to laugh when something’s funny. In my life there is so much stress. Because of it I eat less and less. My weight got lower and lower and it began to show. People tell me “You need to gain weight,” All I can say is “I know.” I’m going to try, once and for all. To get rid of this stress, I’ll stand up proud and tall. For I know if I don’t I will die! I will not allow myself to live a lie. I will stand and be proud! “I will not care about my weight,” I said very loud! [comments] => 2 [counter] => 257 [topic] => 61 [informant] => perfection [notes] => (Edited by mod_10 as requested) [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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