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[aid] => mick
[title] => Forget Me
[time] => 2004-02-15 03:50:24
[hometext] => Losing my parents :-(
[bodytext] => Not knowing how to feel Head aches Eyes poor The world spins Not knowing what to think Thinking too much They won’t understand how I feel They hate to think of it Why are they doing this to me? Their own son Their own flesh Their own blood They don’t care They’re making no since They can’t justify it What will I do without them? What can I do? They were there my whole life Now it’s over Done Finished I cannot pass go and collect They love me They care for me What a lie What a hoax “I can’t see you anymore”, they say How does that make me feel? I’m shaking My words are scribbled onto this page I tried to prepare myself But I couldn’t Someone can’t prepare for something like this Something this great Something so hurtful My future is ruined I have no place to go No family No home No name They don’t care One down Three to go What am I to do? I love them so much I would do anything for them They will do nothing for me They won’t even try I cannot make amends It’s too late They have made their decision The decision that is based on their personal feelings And is not based on what is right Fair Just True Worthy “We can write to each other”, she says Am I in jail? I want to see you I want to hug you I want a relationship They don’t want that with me They want nothing to do with me How is it that easy for them? Why can’t they care? I want to leave right now I want to go somewhere Anywhere Far away from them Their lies Their false accusations Their “tough love” I can’t function Tears flood this page I need to calm down Clear my head I can’t This is too much for me to take I’m fragile This will break me Nothing is going to be the same Everything is going to change I will have to adapt I don’t want to I shouldn’t have to It is too difficult Make it stop Press rewind Delete Backspace Wake me up from this nightmare they call life I can do nothing I’m helpless and useless What good am I? I want to scream and yell End this pain End this suffering Kill it Kill it now I cannot do this alone This is not rational This is too much to bear They left me alone Naked Destitute Poor What do they expect me to do? I need them in my life I need their presence Their company Their advice Their love I feel cold and empty I feel like dying I have to be stronger Get me the hell out of here The end [comments] => 1 [counter] => 221 [topic] => 13 [informant] => bluoreo [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 9 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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