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[sid] => 32458
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[aid] => mick
[title] => Mask
[time] => 2004-01-23 00:24:02
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[bodytext] => Every day I wake up I put on my mask I’m not sure you are ready to see the real me I don’t want you to see me and run away… I cry to my self at night Scared of what you will think if you see the real me I cry just thinking about it I cant take this anymore I don’t like myself the way I am my effort makes no difference… I try to be perfect for you so you wont notice that its just a mask, so you wont notice that I’m not all right it hurts me to think that I have to put on a mask and not be myself while you are there being your self putting in all the effort to show me the real you when will I be able to take this mask off and show you the real me? And not be scared that if you see the real me you wont run away…. And not be scared that you might actually love the real me?…. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 167 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Steb3544 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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