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[sid] => 29385
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => False Reality
[time] => 2003-12-15 00:21:27
[hometext] => Let's just say I am tired of guy always making me feel wanted the whipping around and giving me a slap of reality. If you don't want me then don't pretend.
[bodytext] => My heart flutters, I am so happy I swear that everything is perfect I feel only love and warmth fill me. I am so happy with him He make the world a better place The safety I feel when I am in his embrace. With a thrash I am back to reality I am meant to be alone Not happy with someone. I must have been a fool To think someone would want me I was a fool to believe one could love me. I do miss being under the cloak of a false reality There I felt wanted It never mattered that it was all a sham. I am here now to face the reality The cold harsh lonliness is what is there to embrace me Being alone is what I am supposed to be. I look around me and see the joy If only the fools knew it was all a lie I wish them all to never know that it's a false reality. My heart slowly turns to black ice If I don't love I can't be hurt If I hurt I can't love. He held me in the palm of his hand I was at his will, bending to his whims I would do anything for him to keep me. I am fighting with all my power to enter the false reality again I will give in to you just keep me I need to feel wanted. But no, I am meant to always be alone I can never feel the true love again Nor shall I ever be in the bliss of a false reality. Here I will stay, alone in my reality If I am alone no one can hurt me When I am alone my tears will keep me company. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 293 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Iesha [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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